A sad case,

my 3rd brother,

QQ,

was involved in a police case which was not minor.
He had underage sex with one of his girlfriend(i dont know how are they related actually).

That girl's 16 years of age, Happy New Year to him.
That girl made a police report against QQ and he was informed to go to the subordinate court.

At that point of time,

my mom was seriously breaking down,

so,

as a fillial daughter,

i missed school and went with her together with QQ.

The atmosphere was breath-taking and the judge whom is a female,

was so scary that she made my mom cried.
Dont laugh.

Haha.

I still remember before the hearing started, my mom said,"got pray for your brother?"

I was like,"WHAT?!" for your information, she's a freethinker but more to the buddhism side.
So,

the day ended,

thank God that QQ's was sentenced to probation and serving social works.

Finally, after a couple of weeks,

the police called my house while i was sound asleep.

You know how mothers yell at their kids, so i woke up, duh.

The police informed me that my big brother met with a motorcycle accident because of drink driving.

Of course mom and i rushed out of the house immediately.

Brushed my teeth of course.

It was so depressing and irritating.

Big problems coming after another.
Regardless how people try to convince me,

im still stubborn in thinking

"God, this is so unfair. What have i done to suffer all these things? You're so bias."

I know its dumb.

There was nothing i could do but sit back,

pray and watch my big brother suffering.

He did'nt want my help, wassup with that guy?!

Now he recovered.
I went to Church camp with a not-supposed-to-have heart.

I was in a love relationship a month ago during all that attacks,

i was so wrong to turn to the wrong solution.

I was so blessed during YI camp and i learnt so much.

So i decided to mark an end to that love relationship.
After camp,

it was a very normal but tiring day.

There's good news!!!

Firstly, i got the Good Progress Award, $150!

And my mom was called by someone in our church to go for a dinner at COSBT.

She did not reject, she was willing to go.

But in the end, didnt go cause it was raining.

For my love relationship, i just ended it last midnight.

Thank God because it was supposed to end earlier, but the guy do not want it.

So hard.

However, last midnight, it was so easy.

Although its saddening,

i believe that God can heal my wounds completely with His love for me!

Praise God!